I was meeting with a group of writer friends not long ago. We’re all in different places — some published to varying degrees, some on the cusp, and others still plowing forward. None of us is wildly successful. None of us has arrived. None of us makes enough off of royalties or advances to write full-time. We’re all pretty much still struggling forward, jamming writing into our busy lives, hoping that maybe the next story, the next contact, the next contract, will somehow compensate for all this work.

Something struck me as we went around the group talking about WIPs, rejection letters, dream projects, dream agents, exciting new ideas, and crushed hopes. It was…

How passionate everyone still seemed about writing.

Despite all the hard work, setbacks, let-downs, and burnout, we were still plugging along. Enthusiastically, I might add.

Perhaps this is what sets writers apart, divides the dreamer from the doer. Our passion was evidence of our noble breed. Then again, there’s the definition of a fanatic as one who ‘forgets their aim, and doubles their effort.’ Maybe we were just doubling down on “careers” that really are going nowhere.

So I interrupted the conversation and asked this question: What’s your reason to keep writing? Why do we keep putting up with all the crap, all the heartbreak, and keep following this dream?

There was a long pause. Then a woman in the group — probably the most “successful” of our group — said,

“I’m writing for myself now. It’s like therapy. Whether or not it sells, there’s something inside of me — pain and fear and hope, stories and characters — that needs to come out. I can’t be in this for money or fame. I’m in this for my sanity. I’m in this for healing.”

It was such a cool answer. It left everyone nodding in agreement.

People come to writing for so many different reasons. Many of those reasons are unrealistic, set-ups for failure. What we don’t often see is the disappointment that follows. (Like when someone messaged me on Facebook to tell me they found my first novel on the discount rack of their local bookstore. Gee, thanks.) Poor sales. Unprofessional marketing. Inept social networking. Tacky book cover. No buzz. No reviewers. The machine swallows us up. That is, IF we even get our book published.

That conversation reminded me how important it is to know WHY we write. And to have a good reason for continuing to do so.

So let me ask you: What’s your reason to keep writing?

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After the devastating Oklahoma tornadoes, some were quick to use the event as atheist-oklahomaevidence of God’s non-existence. The day after, J.M. Green at Debunking Christianity asked Why do Christians pray after disaster?

Who would want to be comforted by someone who was able to help during a crisis but stood idly by? …If you are a Christian, does something like this shake your faith in God at all? Do you feel an inner conflict about praying for the victims of a disaster in which their own prayers for protection and deliverance were unanswered? Can you truly speak of ‘miraculous’ survivals, while ignoring all those who did not survive?

Frankly, those are good questions. Of course, the conclusion that Debunking Christianity assumes is that natural disaster proves the non-existence of a benevolent, loving God. As I argued HERE, natural disaster and random human suffering could prove lots of things about the nature of the Universe. Here’s just four:

  • God exists, but is evil.
  • God exists, but is indifferent and morally neutral.
  • God exists, but is powerless to do anything.
  • God exists, but allows such calamity for another purpose

Then, on the other hand, you have those believers who are quick to attach divine judgment or retribution to such calamities. Like pastor John Piper who, within 24 hours of the event, tweeted this:

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Lest you think that’s not what Piper’s inferring, consider that the day after tornadoes and storms slammed the Midwest in 2009, the prolific author and pastor claimed the tornado was a “warning” to the Lutheran denmoination against approving homosexuality. Then there was Piper’s take on the Asian tsunamia as a warning to “Repent!”

Frankly, this is one of my problems with the neo-Reformers of today and Calvinism in general.

Is the Oklahoma tornado a chance for us to repent? Indeed! In fact, waking up this morning was also a chance for me to repent. Every day we live and breath is a chance to repent. Could a natural disaster be one reason? You bet. But so could winning the lottery.

Underneath all this is a question many Christians seem reluctant to face: Does God still use natural disasters as a means of judgment? And, if so, could the Oklahoma tornado be one of them?

One cannot read the Bible and not come to the conclusion that God is the God of nature, and can use it to do His bidding. Earthquakes, floods, and famines are clearly at God’s disposal. So the issue is not whether God can and does use natural disasters, but knowing when said catastrophes are direct judgments from God. I mean, is every fire, every volcanic eruption, every typhoon a heavenly rebuke?

Complicating the issue is this — if the Chinese earthquake, Katrina, or the Asian tsunami were judgments from God, why were so many Christians affected? In the Old Testament, God spared His people from wrath (the plagues of Egypt, the parting of the Red Sea, Sodom and Gomorrah, etc.). Likewise, many Christian organizations existed in Haiti before the 2010 earthquake. Yet they were not unaffected by the earthquake. So why would God judge Haiti and allow so many of His children to be injured, even killed? Were they just collateral damage?

The danger in attributing natural calamities to the judgment of God is not in associating God’s judgment with said calamities, but in claiming to know what specific calamities are or are not part of that judgment. This, I think, was Pat Robertson’s problem when he claimed the Haiti had a pact with the devil and this was the Divine result. Who gave him a heavenly Bat-phone? How can he possibly know if this was God’s doing or just part of living in a fallen world? The truth is, none of us can perfectly know these things. At the least, events like the Oklahoma tornado should humble us, remind us of our own frailty, and reawaken our need for God. Not force us into making judgments, predictions, and altar calls.

But this begs the question: Does God still use natural disasters as a means of judgment? I think there’s three reasons why Christians are reluctant to answer that in the affirmative.

First — We fear that if we concede an event might be part of God’s judgment, we relinquish having to help the victims. The Bible clearly speaks about helping orphans, refugees, the homeless and hurting. But what if their suffering is due, in part, to the judgment of God? And does conceding that judgment let us off the hook? It’s a bit of a conundrum for believers, so we avoid answering in the affirmative.

Second — If we concede that an event might be part of God’s judgment, we fear that bringing assistance would be meddling. This was what prompted Sharon Stone to suggest that helping victims of the Chinese earthquake was “bad karma.” By helping victims of bad karma, we short-circuit their cycle. (Frankly, it’s also one of the things that has made American evangelicals so slow to respond to the AIDS crisis. ) However, Scripture does not put stipulations on when we should show kindness and mercy, and when we should withhold it.

Third — Christians are afraid to concede God’s use of natural disaster because of what it potentially makes God look like. I think many Christians are on a mission to rehabilitate God’s “Old Testament” image. They dislike having to concede divine judgment of any kind. It’s led to a lot of theological hogwash, like those who conclude God is a recovering practitioner of violence. But either God is “the same yesterday, today, and forever” (Heb. 13:8), or He isn’t. As such, we must believe that the “Judge of all the earth” (Gen. 18:25) shall do right.

Any literate, Bible-believing Christian would have to conclude that God can still use natural disasters as a means of judgment. The important thing is where we go with that conclusion once we make it.

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There are many odd tidbits in Strange Angel, George Pendle’s biography of rocket scientist and occultist Jack Parsons. Parsons died in a mysterious parsons_comicexplosion in 1952 in his Pasadena home, but not before becoming one of the world’s most influential rocket scientists and a passionate devotee to the teachings of Aleister Crowley, the self-proclaimed “wickedest man in the world.” Parsons was a favorite in the local, budding science fiction community in nearby Los Angeles, rubbing shoulders with the likes of Ray Bradbury and Robert Heinlein.

One interesting sidenote in the book is the intersection between the science community and the science fiction community. While some saw the genre as envisioning real scientific possibilities, like rockets, space flight, and interplanetary travel, others saw it as pulpy nonsense. Science fiction writers were anxious to embrace Parsons because he embodied the cutting edge technologies so important to their own stories, not to mention his metaphysical eccentricities. But not everyone in the science fiction community saw their craft as a means for helping humanity and forging real futures. And thus a division developed. It showed itself at the first World Science Fiction Convention of 1939.

As the world was being wracked by political ideologies, so the science fiction community had become riven by its own byzantine political struggles, as if mimicking the tumultuous events on the world stage. Two radically opposed fan organizations, the Futurians and New Fandom, had declared that they would be attending the convention. The politicized Futurians, whose ranks included a young Isaac Asimov, held that science fiction should rise to “a vision [of] a greater world, a greater future for the whole of mankind, and [should] utilize… idealistic convictions for aid in a generally cooperative and diverse movement for the betterment of the world among democratic, impersonal, and unselfish lines.” Opposed to them was New Fandom, the group that had organized the convention, who insisted that science fiction be read purely as entertainment. To them, the Futurians were “dangerously red”; indeed, many Futurians were also members of the American Communist Party. Scuffles ensued and some Futurians were barred from entering the convention.

Apparently, the Futurians had suffered a split of their own. According to the Wikipedia article, it all began at the New York “Boys Science Fiction League”:

As time passed, some of people within this league, started to think in non-conformist ways, in the style of H.G. Wells. This upset a number of the other members of the league and contributed to some people leaving. This split lead to two main groups being formed. Members of one new group came to be called the Futurians and the rest of the old New York group, went on to become the Lunarians. The Lunarian’s goal was to make traveling to the moon and living there, a reality. The Futurian group focused on changing the way people lived and worked.

Futurians. Lunarians. New Fandom. I find this ideological wrestling match inside the science fiction community quite fascinating. In many ways, the creators of American pop culture are still enmeshed in this debate. Just this morning, Yahoo ran an article on political commentary in the new Star Trek movie (caution: there are spoilers in this article!). One of the actors in the film, Benedict Cumberbatch said:

“It’s no spoiler I think to say that there’s a huge backbone in this film that’s a comment on recent U.S. interventionist overseas policy from the Bush, Cheney and Rumsfeld era.”

I know. I know. This is a rather tired meme. Nevertheless, this would have made Gene Roddenberry, Star Trek creator, proud. Roddenberry was a Futurian (or is it, Lunarian) at heart, using the then TV series as a means of social and political commentary. And, oh, entertainment.

Anyway, the hostilities between New Fandom and the Futurians provide a glimpse into a continuing ideological struggle in the legislators of pop culture. Should our stories be purely entertainment? Or should we approach storytelling like the Futurians, as a tool for the “betterment of the world”?

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Is Your Church “Goth Friendly”?

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This list of “goth friendly” churches (directory header –>) suggests that “a list of ‘subculture friendly’ churches should not even be necessary. All churches should be friendly & loving to ALL people.” One of the churches listed describes their target group as individuals who are: …unique, interesting, industrial, gothic, atheist, lost, oppressed, possessed, agnostic, disbelieving, fallen, in [...]

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Cormac McCarthy’s “The Road” — Masterpiece or Piece of Crap?

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Cormac McCarthy’s The Road won the 2006 Pulitzer Prize. It also currently has 312 one-star reviews at Amazon and over 8,000 one-star reviews on Goodreads. Pulitzer Prize. Lotsa one- star reviews. Best book of the year. Worst book of the year. Classic! Piece of crap! I read the book when it first came out. It [...]

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Interview w/ Debut Author Christopher Fisher

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So I was thrilled to hear that long-time writing friend Christopher Fisher had released his first novel A History of Stone and Steel. Chris and I had crossed paths a while back at an online writer’s group. It wasn’t long after that he enrolled in the Stonecoast Creative Writing program, received his MFA, and resurfaced [...]

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When Is Submission to Authority, Abuse?

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Our oldest daughter, Melody, went through quite a rebellious stretch in her senior year of high school. Up until that point, she’d been at the top of her class, a model student and child. Then something snapped (which occasionally happens to sixteen year-olds). She began lying to us, sneaking out of the house, and openly [...]

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Rob Bell and Andrew Wilson Discuss Homosexuality

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This very civil, very intelligent, debate about the legitimacy of homosexual relationships within Christianity is well worth 20 minutes of your viewing time. (Thanks to pastor friend Dennis McGuire for the link.) I’ll post some thoughts on this later, but I’d love to hear your observations. Share this post! Tweet

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Default Position: Agent on Tightrope

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Yesterday my agent confessed that she “messed up royally.” Actually,  Rachelle’s post was a clarification of her previous post entitled Will My Publisher Let Me Self-Publish Too? This post stirred up lots of pushback, most notably from self-published authors who felt she was siding with “Big Pub.” Frankly, I thought it was an overreaction on [...]

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Nanny Highverse on “Deep (vs. Shallow) POV”

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It’s been said that most people spend the first half of their life making the last half miserable. This adage seems equally applicable to the writers I know. In this way: We spend the second half of our writing life unlearning the rules we learned in the first half. One such rule that I’ve had [...]

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Adoption as Evangelism

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First pro-lifers are accused of NOT adopting. Then pro-lifers are accused of WRONGLY adopting. If you get the sense it’s a no-win situation, you’re probably right. The article in Mother Jones that started the latest round of attacks on evangelical culture, Orphan Fever: The Evangelical Movement’s Adoption Obsession, argues that one result of Christians’ efforts [...]

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On Praying for the Dead to Be Raised

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