Last Monday evening, my son called us, his voice cracking with emotion. He had to pass the phone to his wife who informed us that one of the elders of our church had been shot and killed in an attempted robbery in Honduras.
I was just beginning to get to know Steve Holtrust, a gentle giant of a man whose heart exceeded his broad, six foot five frame. Steve had just been appointed an elder of our church, which pastor Jim Mann described as a long overdue appointment. Steve had joined the Ontario, CA fire department in 1975 when he was just 18 years old, becoming one of the youngest recruits in the department’s history, retiring as chief in 2007. He continued to serve as a chaplain with the Fire Department and soon became involved in missions work. Among other things, Steve Holtrust was our church’s liaison with Signs of Love, an outreach to the deaf in rural villages of Honduras, and yearly led teams of missionaries to serve the poor in these mountainous areas. In 2006, he visited Central America five times. This year, he had already been there three times. (You can read more about Steve in THIS ARTICLE in a local newspaper.)
Two of my kids were privileged to serve with he and his wife Debbie there. Last summer, Christopher spent a week with Steve and a couple other guys, helping build a church for one of the villages. This summer, Alayna went with Steve and Debbie to serve (you can see some of Alayna’s photos from the trip as well as a cool video montage HERE). She nicknamed Steve and Debbie her “Honduras Mom and Dad,” an apt description considering Steve and Debbie’s generosity and wisdom (and my daughter’s continued need for parental guidance).
Learning about Steve’s death has, understandably, sent shock waves through our church and community. His memorial service is today and planners are expecting upwards of one thousand attendees, evidence of Steve’s expansive influence. He was the type of guy you couldn’t help but like.
Perhaps even more lasting, will be the memory of Steve Holtrust’s heart for giving. Steve was a dedicated member of our church, serving cheerfully wherever needed. But Honduras and its people was one of his great passions. Alayna shared about the time she spent with Steve on their last missions trip. He drove her from the airport and, according to Alayna, spent the entire 90 minute trip describing the area, pointing out landmarks, and naming villages along the way. Such was the devotion of the man.
So perhaps it was fitting that Steve Holtrust died in the land he loved, doing what he did best.
At the hands of those he served.
Hebrews 11 is often described as the Hall of Faith. It’s a roll call, if you would; a rather rag-tag bunch of saints and sinners, old and young, nobility and miscreants, who line the halls of history. Their common denominator:
All these people were still living by faith when they died (vs. 13 NIV).
Though united by a single element, their deaths are, how shall we say it, florid.
Some faced jeers and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. They were put to death by stoning; they were sawed in two; they were killed by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated— the world was not worthy of them. They wandered in deserts and mountains, living in caves and in holes in the ground (vss. 36-38).
Jeered and flogged, imprisoned and stoned, sawed in two and killed by the sword. And in Steve Holtrust’s case, shot. But how a person dies is never as important as how they live. And Steve Holtrust lived by faith. He looked past the Third World squalor and the injustice, to a better country, a city made without hands. He put his life on the line, for his life was not his own.
Of such a man, “the world is not worthy.”
Alas, now our brother joins the great company, a “great cloud of witnesses” (12:1). He was added to the roll call! He joins the saints and martyrs in the Hall of Faith. Well done, man of God! But with Steve Holtrust there, that great cloud of witnesses is even greater.
And it’s this cloud of witnesses that is cheering us on.
What a servant of the King. So sorry for the loss of his soul on earth. Yes: a greater cloud of witnesses now.
mike- thanks for writing this. writing is part of your mission field and you have used it wisely and honorably as you have paid tribute to our beloved steve.
I feel like I know him personally from your post. I’m so deeply sorry for the loss those who remain behind suffer, and so amazed at what an example he was of how to live life and not waste a moment. This is one more we he is a witness to others–through these words that many will see and have an impact.
This is a touching tribute, Mike, no doubt very difficult to write. It sounds like he was a man of courage who will be sorely missed.
Couldn’t help but shed a few tears reading about Steve H. My interest? The other Steve in the car, the director of Beyond Partnership, Steve Reed is one of my best friends. I’ve known Steve Reed for 25 years.
Thank you for a wonderful tribute, may God’s peace rest upon all who miss him.
Until that day.
dan
So sorry to hear about this. Beautiful reflection on his life.
A sad and and heartfelt post. Steve was doing God’s work and that’s a good thing.
So sorry to hear of this news, Mike. And what a beautiful post for a man I will like to meet one of these days…on the other side of Glory.
-Jimmy
Condolences and prayers for the family.
There’s no such thing as “Good bye” in the Kingdom. Only “I’ll see you later.”
So sad to here of this loss of your friend and a brother I can look forward to knowing in heaven. May God’s peace with be with your son and all your family.
Mike,
I am Steve’s oldest daughter, Kim. Today my son (12) asked me if I read some of the things people were writing online about “Papa.” I told him that yes, I had read many things, but he asked me to google his name. I hadn’t read your post until now.
Thank you for your many kind words and loving memories. It is of great comfort to our family to hear/read words such as yours, that recount the life of my dad as a servant of Jesus!
I love the picture too! 🙂
God Bless,
Kim
(Next time you see me around North Hills, please be sure to introduce yourself. My family and I live out of town, but attend when we are visiting.)
Thanks for writing, Kim. Love to meet you at church. I’ll talk to your mom and find out when you’re going to be down.